Dear Husband,                I want to say, “I’m sorry” but I know depression is not my fault so instead I’m going to say, “Thank You.” I appreciate the love and understanding you have always shown me over the last 20 years, but I especially appreciate it over the last few weeks as I have struggled to feel like myself. You have picked up my slack while still supporting me and never making me feel guilty for needing time to get myself back on track. You are an amazing support and I only wish

Depression you are a thief… You rob me of so much: Joy Memories Connection Rest Productivity Laughter Self Esteem Success Creativity Relationships I will not let Depression beat me, I will chase down this thief with all that I have and fight back with the strength I know is deep down inside me. I will ask for help. I will stay healthy for my family. I will be myself again and better for having suffered through this. You will not defeat me!                I come about depression honestly, it’s

Well, it’s been such a long time since I’ve settled myself enough to add to this blog. The last year has been filled with amazing highs and unexpected lows. I have been busier than ever being a mom, babysitting, dancing, and a million other things but I realize I need to take the time to just be still more frequently. Writing helps me to do this and also curbs my anxiety because once I get the thoughts out of my head they don’t torment me so much.           I made the decision to stop

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